| January 30, 2001 |
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I'm sick of my school. That's right. I'm sick of my school dammit!!! I know I know, what else is new. But I was just thinking about that the other day, and I realized that I've never had to stay at one school for four years. Maybe that's why I'm sick of my school. Nah, it's probably just senioritis. First day of finals. Physics and calculus. Murder murder murder. And then I had to go make up an in-class essay afterschool. I had to do it in the journalism room. I've been sort of trying to avoid that room ever since last Friday when I managed to knock over the glass bottle of hot sauce that was on top of the fridge. Ack. It's not a bad room though. It's full of Macs. I finally auditioned for wind ensemble. How did it go...? Hard to say. Find out Friday. Japanese final and government chapter test tomorrow. Eh. I feel boring.
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| January 28, 2001 |
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I sent out yet another one of those email profile thingies yesterday. I think I got about five or six of them back. Out of those, all but one of those people that sent it back have finals next week. Why do we insist on wasting our time like that? Oh well. I went to the LACHSA music gala today. Good lord they are incredible. I mean, everything, everybody, just amazing. The jazz group, vocal ensembles, symphonic orchestra, gospel group, etc. They're only in high school and almost sound like professionals. Find and download "La Traviata" by Verdi. Gospel is a lot like mainstream R&B. Or some of it is anyway. Same deal w/ the chorus, the improv,and the harmony. With one of the songs they even had one of the singers beatboxing (is that supposed to be one or two words?). Like whoa.
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| January 26, 2001 |
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Wow, I find birthday greetings from you everywhere! This is so great. By the way, why did you make your blog only show the current day's posts? I never see the previous posts anymore, since I'm too lazy to check the archives. What are you thinking of, in that last post? Fill me in!
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| January 25, 2001 |
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I knew it wasn't right and I wanted it to stop for so long but what could I say was it really my business and now it has ended and am I wrong for being glad...? Just a thought... I sometimes wish...that people would just do what's right...
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| January 23, 2001 |
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Happy Birthday Irv and you'd better not be drunk... I'M KIDDING. It's a school night and I know he's not a drinker. So yes, he's 21. Completely legal. Scary, no? You know what, I think that I didn't fail the physics test today. Congragulate me, I didn't even know the chapter. Wind ensemble rehearsals begin tomorrow. We're playing First Suite in Eb. YAYAY! Symphonic band played it my freshman year...and since I was a freshman I didn't get to play that piece in concert. Which was really too bad because I totally fell in love with First Suite (like whoa I sound NERDY). Looks like I get a second chance. I think. Technically, I'm in, but I still need to audition =X
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| January 21, 2001 |
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It's going to be a murderous two weeks. There are a ton of tests this week, and next week is finals week. I had a good weekend though, I feel refreshed. Yet another person gets me mixed up w/ Morsel. She was looking at a picture that was on the bulletin board at church. The picture had all of our names under it, so she goes to my mom and tells her that they put the wrong name under my picture. They didn't. She just thought that Morsel was me. The saddest thing is that I'm in the same picture. Oh well.
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| January 20, 2001 |
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Oh yes it's ladies' night...Oh what a night It was a ton of fun today. Much more fun that formal would have been for sure. Hahah...don't I feel lame. No, I didn't go to this year's winter formal, just like I said I wouldn't. But I had fun dammit. Went out to dinner, stopped by the mall, got lost on our way to pick up Sunflower Girl. Stopped by Starbucks for some coffee. Went to a chinese plaza place and took some of those photo thingies. Went to the supermarket for whatever, went to Apes house and talked about pornographic Barbies. Woohoo. Should have gone for karaoke (pronounced kah-rah-oh-keh) but we sang in the car instead (sorry Trace). Well worth it. It was very well near the perfect night.
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| 11:55 PM
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I remember way back when. Or maybe not so way back, but so much has changed that it seems like forever ago. I think it was high school that made me so cynical and "serious". It's been worth the trouble, becuase I've gone through a lot of self-realization. I have a better idea of what I want and don't want. I look at myself four years ago and as good as it was in eighth grade or ninth grade, I wouldn't go back. Better to look forward. It's less painful.
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| January 18, 2001 |
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Gender: Female
Height:
Height Preference:
Hair Color:
Hair Style:
Hair Color Preference in Opp. Sex:
Status:
Are looks important in a gf/bf?:
What is the most important aspect of a gf/bf?:
People would describe you as:
When you kiss, your eyes are...:
Who should pay on a date?:
Is it okay to date more than one person?:
If you were to be part of a music group, which would you choose?:
This was from this HeartAttract thing that the yearbook staff is doing as a fundraiser. I don't remember all the questions. They gave the questionnaire to my math teacher who gave them to the class. I guess they're trying to get as many people in on it as possible. It's to see who you're compatible with or something. I doubt that I'll buy the results.
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| January 16, 2001 |
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I had a dream about my first day in college. I walked into my dorm room and my roommate had taken the liberty of filling both closets with her clothes. It was a pretty big room for a dorm. For a UC dorm, anyhow. I didn't even know what college I was in until I asked a friend. It was UCI. For some reason, about half my friends were attending UCI, and they were all in my room along with my ghetto roommate and a bunch of her ghetto friends. I remember thinking Why couldn't I have gotten a good roommate like Kat did? I was about to walk w/ a friend to his dorm to see where it was when I woke up. I think I'm getting a little too college-obsessed.
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| 1:45 AM
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I sometimes wonder whether she's gutsy or delusional...she does things I would never even think of doing...she has met with disappointment that I will never experience...but she has also met with success...is it worth the risk....?
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| January 14, 2001 |
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I didn't trust him and I didn't really like him but I didn't say anything really because everything seemed okay and I thought it was me just stereotyping but that's not how it worked out I think I was right but I'm not sure but whatever it is I don't like it..." Good judge of character or did I just get lucky? I don't like to think of myself as being judgmental but I think I am. How often do people fit the stereotype?
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| 10:37 PM
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Saw Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon today. It was pretty good. It just bothered me when people started laughing at stuff I really didn't think was funny. Well that and the fact that I don't understand chinese. I think it really takes away from the whole effect when the original script is translated. Kind of have too much homework. Oh well...
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| 10:09 PM
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Free. At last. 3 day weekend. Ahhh... My uncle was complaining about how small everything was on his computer. Who on earth has their resolution set at 1600 anyway??? Oh well. He told me about a site for easter eggs. My favorite is the Imageready 3.0 duck. Go look! Right now I'm listening to some mp3s. It's amazing how much you can find w/ Napster. Some of our band stuff is pretty hard to find...anywhere. Search for it in Napster...and I've got a whole list of stuff. Symphony #1 by Bukvich. Like whoa. Congratulations to Faith on getting accepted into UOP. She's not a sucker who has to wait until April for notification. Ack. That would be me.
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| January 10, 2001 |
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It's easy for me to make myself be happy because I'm the one who has been bringing me down. I've been pretty pessimistic about everything since school has started. Under normal circumstances I'm relatively cheerful. Wind Ensemble auditions are taking place. I don't know what I'm going to play. I don't even feel like practicing. I feel kind of blah, but I'm glad it's concert season. We got some really good music for orchestra...Moldau. by Smetana. *woohoo* It's not easy though. Darn those Czechs...
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| January 09, 2001 |
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Okay.. I'm back. Let's see. I don't see how you can say that relationships are unappealing. I don't know.. maybe it's just me. I'll think about this some more... I still don't really understand your resolution to be happy. I guess it's just something you have to work on... maybe not.. but I don't think you can just tell yourself to be happy and actually just be happy. That doesn't really make sense, but oh well. Don't hate high school. Maybe it's because I haven't had the whole 'college experience' or whatever, but I often think about the old days in high school. In retrospect, everything was so much easier back then... and in some ways, just more fun. You should really try to enjoy these last few months of high school... things tend to change pretty drastically after that... friends split apart, being away from home (not for me), the pressures of college work... I don't know... maybe I'm the only one that feels this way...
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| 12:47 PM
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I have been wanting so much for the next six months to just hurry up and be over with...I'm tired of high school, I feel that there's nothing left for me. However, I wonder if that's wrong. I mean, that would be six wasted months of my life, living for the next moment. I think I should appreciate what I have right now, because later I know that I'll wish I did. I have to stop taking the little things for granted, keep up my informal resolve to be happy...
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| January 06, 2001 |
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Tying up loose ends with my applications...everything is looking good so far. I paperclipped everything that needed to be paperclipped, stuck ugly barcode stickers onto everything that needed ugly barcode stickers (I'm not the one who called them ugly...they did). I checked up on my application status at Pathways to see whether my latest test scores were sent in...they were...yay. Blue skies smilin at me. I got cut by a knife today. My brother did it. He was trying to keep me from getting into my room. The knife was a gift from Oishiri. So yeah, my brother scratched my hand with the tip. He never apologized or anything, but I could tell he felt bad when he saw that I was bleeding. Did I mention the knife was plastic and that it was taped to an AIDs walk Balance Bar? Thanks Oishiri =)
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| January 05, 2001 |
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Netscape isn't all that bad. It's easier to blog in Netscape fo sho. IE 5 lost my post...woohoo. BTW...his page is looking pretty good... Someone was talking to me about relationships the other day. I don't know what it is about them that's so unappealing to me at the moment. The stress they bring about, maybe. April once told me that I am very anti-relationship. That's not entirely true. They're fine...just not for me. Or maybe it's just because I haven't found anybody that is worth the trouble. Winter break is coming to an end. How depressing. Countdown to spring break starting Monday...
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| January 01, 2001 |
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hey wassabi all..did u kno that netscape really sucks? well...ive been working on a new design...but it s for internet explorer users only...no aol no netscape no nuttin.. click here how do u like it? yes no maybe so? okkkkkkaaaaaay dont answer me...sheesh. buh byez!
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| 9:40 PM
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Happy New Year...Yes, I'm feeling a lot better now. Thanks to Mogy, Morsel and Juniper, I actually had a good time tonight. Uika couldn't be there, Rose Parade thing tomorrow? I'm not sure, but look for her anyway. Reflecting back on the past year...I have the feeling that a lot has happened, a lot has changed, but I'm not sure what it was. Maybe it's because I'm a little sleepy right now. I don't know, I just wonder what this year will be like...so much is going to be different new years eve 2001. It's a little scary, I wish I knew what was coming.
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